Thursday, August 19, 2004
{ 7:10 AM }
I found out tt I'm a failure. I lack the courage 2 do the things I suppose 2 do. The CCC ppl reported us 2 the chairman. I'm doomed if he reports it 2 the teacher-in-charge. I..... I'm worried. I'm worried tt the teacher-in-charge finds me n scolds me. Worst if he call up my parents or tell the DM, VP, or P, den I die already. I'm at the cross juction of my life. I dunno wat to do. 2 b more specific, I'm lost, helpless, hopeless,worried, scared.....I feel lyk crying, but juz dunno wat power or strength stopped me frm crying. I told myself tt I have 2 b strong in order 2 survive in this cold, cruel n heartless world.